Why I Can't Stay Clean

This is how it numbs
This is how it dumbs
Baby, just make me bleed

It took an eightball of ecstacy
to erase him from my mind
Anger, rage, and passion
Intermingle and intertwine
The powder, so persuasive
Eratically sublime

This is how a heartaches
This is how a soul breaks
Repungnant and diseased
This is why I don't wanna stay clean

Embracing all this violence
the solitude of silence
It beats like the ticking of time
Lost pieces to desire
But they were never really mine

Sick as all your secrets
Of all these twisted misfits
What does all this mean ?
this is why I can't stay clean

This is where our love died
That was the last time I cried
Temporary temptation
Alleviates the concentration

A storm in a saucer
Enough to drive me farther
This is what I thought I needed
But it was only what I conceeded
That was what the belljar freed
This is why I gotta stay clean