Friday, January 16, 2009

Coffee and Cigerette Stains

Youth has decayed
It's faded
Rotted away

Emotions that only lived in my head
They shimmer
then die

Wanting what I couldn't handle
Craving what I never wantd
Needing what I shouldn't crave

Flickering hope, they never cared
Drama slashes the beautiful creatures
Vomit out words to erase the sadness

Someday you will ache like I ache

There is no salvation without penance
No pleasure without equaling grief
Sorrow and joy ae sisters
Pain and relief, estranged cousins

Fantasies strangle
They rape,
then destroy

Sucumb to the misery
It eats
It ravages

Loosing all I never had
Stealing what I never lost
Forgetting that I ever stole

I thought it was love, but it was a lie
Choaking on hypocricy
I was insane

The freedom ride was just a ploy
there is no peace without hardship
No solitude without tears
Choke and release
Decieve me

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